Day 40 something no benefits.

I don’t feel any benefits

I have people treating me like shit in person

I’ve felt a little horny here and there recently but aside from that I haven’t had any urges. I don’t feel good, I feel depressed all the time.

Even tho I workout, meditate, transmute energy etc, nothing.

Genuinely what’s the point?

I only feel benefits on days 8-11 every single time

I should be proud of myself for making it this far but this is genuinely making me want to just relapse and go back.

I thought my nervous system would reset I’d feel calmer, better, women attraction etc, more of a drive, more energy

I feel LESS energy. I’ve barely been able to go to work matter fact I might quit.

I can’t survive on less sleep now, which I was able to do on days 8-11.

What is the point???

Also for people saying I might be in flatline, MAYBE but I’m pretty sure I passed flatline on day 28 ish? I remember feeling depressed like VERY very depressed probably x3 more than I am right now for 2 weeks straight from days 14-28, then I had a wet dream and kinda of felt an energy surge the next few days, and since then I’ve just been sort of normal.

Like right now I GENUINELY feel the same way I did when I was gooning probably 2-3 times a week. Seriously. Maybe even everyday.