is it okay if..

past 2 years were super painful for me with some good bits also. and ive written quite a lot when I was in super pain, just rants. my journal is filled w all the pain and suffering, some positive self talk, and some things im grateful for..

is it okay if I dont reread them for few years? or till i grow super old? or maybe never? bcs i dont want to reread and relive all those past traumatic events. i just want to try move forward in my life.