parents put me in bsc in local women college

today i went to this local women college that my parents forcefully put me in and dude it's so bad boht bakwas bhai..

my expectations were low but they still managed to disappoint me...pure chemistry lab mei bs ek fan...u guessed it, bs teacher ke table ke upar bc mai to claustrophobic hu bhi nhi still ghutan se mar rhi thi

and NO STOOLS wtf??? isse acchi facilities to literal ganv mei located mere non schooling vale school mei they

just terrible...surviving ts every other day on top. and abhi to baki labs nhi dekhe vo pta nhi kis level ke torture rooms honge

the crowd and teachers are trash khair vo to expected hi tha

freaking uniform and prayer mkc subeh subeh in college ??? kill me now 🙏

ghar aake cried a ton in front of mom, vo alag se chilla ke chali gyi...keh rhi adjust kro jaise sb kr rhe hai

idk what to do now...already 1 drop le chuki hu (neet ke liye tho vo bhi nhi nikla) ab ek aur drop smjh nhi aa rha kya kru...trash vs garbage situation tbh 💔

bsc krne ka to final hai du or bhu se so gon give it nxt yr

idk what to do now...already stuck in the isolation trap since class 11th so ek vo fear bhi hai ki another year will paas in this trap...and agar local college gyi to this place will genuinely take years off my lifespan im convinced its built with decaying radioactive matter