Unable to find Bitter Divorce wand in inventories

I got the wand and redirected Connor, but didn’t give it to Mayrina. No fight, no fuss, she didn’t ask and I didn’t volunteer it. And now I can’t find it. I’ve searched party inventories, and both vendors I’ve been using (Dammon and Arron) and it seems to be gone.

I’m on console so I have no search bar.