The trauma cycle repeating down the generations… again… and again

The thought of being with a man and watching as he fucks a younger girl I’ve brought him is so powerful an image.

I bring her to our house for her 19th birthday - lead her into his bedroom. Freshly laundered white sheets scent the air with delicate peony and lavender.

I feel jealousy, excitement, pleasure and pain as I witness him unbuttoning her pretty lemon yellow summer dress. The dress drops and crumples on the hardwood floor.

I want to see the moment his cock enters her perfect pussy.

His old hands on her fresh soft skin. Rubbing, stroking and caressing as she nervously looks to make sure it’s ok that she’s opening her legs to let him inside her.

My eyes and smile encourage her, I move closer, hold her hand and stroke the side of her face before planting an open mouth kiss for him to look at as he presses the tip against her opening.

I break the kiss and rest my head on her shoulder - looking up at him and enjoy watching his hips as he thrusts. My body responds to listening to her little gasps and moans as she feels filled for the first time. Tears escape her beautiful long lashes as she closes her eyes, tilts back her head and opens her mouth to make that satisfied “o” sound as her pink lips match the shape.

Calming her with my body and my kisses I tell her “it’s ok… it won’t hurt for long, you’re doing so well”.

I leave her with a kiss on her blushing cheek and move to between his legs so I can watch and smell the penetration happening. Fresh, aroused pussy and a man who needs to cum. Because I know he likes it and I want to send him over the edge, I lick his balls and his cock as it comes out of her and taste her all over him.

So different from the last time this happened and I tasted another girl on a man’s cock.

He has his large old hands on her bare shoulders now as he thrusts and I know he’s close. He’s looking at her beautiful body and I move so he can smother her with his weight as he cums and empties himself inside her.

I will lick her clean when he moves but right now I enjoy seeing him almost crush her with his weight as he enjoys the aftershocks.