[F4F] I shouldn't have these thoughts about my aunt.

I know this is wrong for a million reasons but I've developed a crush and sexual attraction to my aunt. The lady that's so closely related to my own mother it's not funny. A lady my mother resents and has a tumultuous relationship with for various reasons, notably sexuality. A lady that's lesbian and in a relationship with another woman already. Why am I crushing on a family member, yet alone one that's taken? These thoughts are so taboo.

It's not like I want to have a massive taboo crush. The feelings of guilt, shame and humiliation are overwhelming. I just can't help but have these feelings. My aunt has so many things going for her that get me going in spite of our relationship.

She's naturally beautiful with a lovely face. She's feminine looking but blends with being a little alternate with her septum piercing and tattoos. I think my heterosexual side is naturally attracted to features that seem gay on a lady.

Besides her natural beauty, she's tall, athletic, confident, funny and screams dominance with the way she carries herself. For a natural submissive like myself that's attracted to her physical features, it's hard not to think of making things very easy for my aunt.

On one hand, I can't help but think of the image of my aunt lazily making out with her girlfriend on the couch. On the other, I imagine myself in her apartment, taking care of her chores and responsibilities, making her life better without sex.

This is a fictional confessional intended for conversation or roleplay. Lets have fun with it :)