Looking for YOUR input

I am feeling bored these days. I find everything empty, meaningless (including chasing partner, having kids — plug so thread is relevant to sub) but I don't know if these feelings are due to malignant narc abuse I faced, and depression, or this is just nature of the world.

If you had 'everything fine', could you kindly tell me if you are enjoying life? I would be genuinely grateful. Thanks.