Growing up my favorite Disney princess was Merida because she was the only one that didn't end up with a man

I hate most Disney princess movies while growing up because most of them were love stories and they always ended up with a man. While all the other girls my age were obsessed with all the Disney princes, I hated them. I always thought they were annoying and cringy. I used to cover my eyes every time I saw the prince and princess kiss because it felt wrong to me. My favorite Disney princess movie was Brave and that's because it was the only movie where the princess did not end up with a man. I was obsessed with it. I was 10 years old and I used to watch that movie almost every day. Also, looking back I definitely had a crush on Merida. Like I wanted to be her and be with her at the same time. Anyways, I can't believe I didn't realize I was gay sooner.