Help with TRT plz! Did you go to a clinic for it? This is draining me

I am getting tested today for LH,FSH,Estriadiol and prolactin serum. I had two testoerone tests so far, readings were 26ng/ml and 33 ng/ml.

I've seen a primary care as well as a urologist. Both didn't prescribe TRT. The urologist said not to go to a clinic.

I can't get into an endocrinologist until October. I really am sick of this and at my wits end.

I can't even get through a damn day here without napping.

At this point, what is the difference just going to a TRT clinic? I've been on methadone gor 3 years.