A ‘joke’ birthday present has got me wondering…

I’ve had a gay best friend from uni for years. He would wing man for me and vice versa, we’re very close. We‘ve always been jokey about sex without ever doing anything, like he’d openly say he wishes he could get with me and he always tries to look at my dick. It’s been harmless flirtation for years.

SO.. for his 30th Birthday I got him one of those dildos modelled on an actual penis.. punchline.. it was my cock. He found it hilarious and that was that. Fast forward after his Birthday night out, we all got hammered, I get a video from him at 3am as I got back, of him sucking on the dildo and slowly inserting it into his ass.

In the morning he apologised and said he was just drunk and playing around, I forgave him and just said it was funny.. little did he know I jerked off to it and have done several times since. I can’t ever tell him because it would make what we have weird. So it’s just my secret for now. I just found it very very hot.