Hello girlies

I don't know why I'm making this post, but I felt like I needed to. I've been searching for a partner for the past two years, and I haven't been getting anywhere. Granted, my preferences are very niche, but two years are a looong time imo. 

I have done a lot of work on myself, therapy, energy healing, you name it. I've worked on my beliefs, on my traumas, but I feel like I haven't made much progress in my love life. Although I did build my self esteem brick by brick. Nowadays, I don't tolerate bad behaviour from men. I don't stay attached to bread crumbs or chase after them. But the downside of this is that it has increased my resentment towards men in general, given the number of times I was hurt, and my boundaries crossed. I know I need to work on my self more, but it gets so tiring. I just wanna breathe. 

Yesterday, a Fwb crossing a boundary was the final nail to the coffin. So, I've ultimately decided to focus on myself and stay away from dating in general. I feel a bit lonely, but so much more at peace. I've never felt this peaceful being single. I think I need to catch up on a lot of reading. And focus on my hobbies, maybe new ones. I'm lonely, and I'm craving company again out of habit, but I'm also happy and excited for myself. 

P.S this is Korean bun and tumeric tea. Don't let the picture of the bun fool you. It didn't taste good. But the tea was tea worthy. 🫖

I'm Taking a Break