I wrote a fantasy book inspired by the Bible and Tolkien — but AI helped write it. I don't know what to do

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I need to share something that's been weighing on me for months, and I think this community might understand better than most.

Four years ago, a story began forming inside me. Not because I wanted to be a writer — but because I couldn't not tell it. It's an epic fantasy world, deeply inspired by the Bible, Tolkien's Silmarillion and Lord of the Rings. A world where Light is not a symbol of good — it's a living force that tests everyone who carries it. Where immortal guardians fall not because they are evil, but because they loved the Light so much they began to believe it belonged to them alone.

The themes are ones I've lived with: faith, sacrifice, betrayal, the cost of protecting something you love, and what happens when devotion becomes possession.

But here's the problem.

I'm not a writer. I'm a storyteller. I had the vision, the characters, the world, the emotions — but not the craft to put it into words the way I saw it. So I used AI as a tool. I gave it direction, feelings, decisions. It wrote the sentences. I was the one walking the path — but AI carried part of the weight.

The result is two completed books. Over 1,200 pages. People who have read it say it's deep, emotional, and unlike anything they've encountered.

And I don't know what to do with it.

If I'm transparent about the AI nobody will read it. If I stay quiet I feel like I'm lying. If I charge for it it feels wrong when AI wrote the sentences. If I give it away free maybe that's my penance. But then again, if the story genuinely helps someone, why does it matter how it was written?

I believe this story can touch people. I believe it carries something real about faith, about the danger of loving something so much you stop sharing it, about the cost of silence and the price of oaths.

But I carry guilt I can't shake. Am I a fraud? Or am I just a storyteller who found an unconventional path to tell his story?

I'd genuinely appreciate any perspective especially from those who believe that stories can carry truth regardless of how they arrive.