an online mistress made me, a stupid premature ejaculating small penis virgin beta loser, delete my main reddit account and then left me.

years worth of hard work and collecting the best gooning material gone forever, all the DMs, contacts, everything.

to punish myself I’ll let you guys have some fun (comment with the most upvotes wins):

I will be edging myself (**you guys decide whether it will be every day or every other day**) using a painfully slow one finger method JOI (30% chance I cum but with no orgasm, just leak out / 70% I don’t cum at all, ending up with blue balls)

**you guys decide the duration** of this torture (something realistic, 5 days/couple of weeks/1 month)

in the meantime, as a beta with 99% of my material already being censored / clothed, I will also be surrendering my favorite nude content I have collected over these years.  
THE FUN PART:  
After I send somebody my best stuff and they then censor it (and especially if they add a humiliating caption) I WILL DELETE THE ORIGINAL NUDE FROM MY COLLECTION FOREVER 😩  
Preferred form of censoring: drawing on bikinis to nude women (especially black bikinis)   
BONUS: feel free to send me your best censored content (especially humiliating captions) or even a occasional nude to surprise me (and possibly make me lose control)

GRAND FINALE:   
After all of the previous steps the final result should leave me in a sexually frustrated tensed up state from all the edging and being blue balled, over-sensitized completely to nudity and my **triggers** (which include bikinis, tan-lines, braces, chokers, visible pantylines) that should make me completely lose control, making me have accidents and give in to this pathetic lifestyle I’ve spiraled into. 

beta punishment game (interactive)