What Legal Actions Can be taken to Avoid the Abusive None Wanted Care Of Doctors.

What legal action should I take? location: Hawaii Oahu on my last visit to the hospital I was told I have a substance dependency, I was recommended to seek treatment. I'm currently married so I know my partner has some medical power over me. and well I'm little bias cause I was okay with treatment, never signed any document yet I feels like I'm forced into some kind of experimental care. Okay so the thing is. Lately I haven't being feeling great. You can blame the chemical burn in my skin or eyes (lost sight yesterday for couple hours) but okay here is the detail: It feels like somehow doctors have pushed boundaries. Bear with me. I've been paranoid and psychotic medically induced. I'm very sure of that, . Let me explain. Normally happens at home and right after some substances are taken, and suddenly not sure how, I get oil thrown at me maybe air diffused? Not sure how but it gets everywhere my face my eyes inside my ears. My reading glasses get greasy, also my place tends to get super foggy. Immediately I start sweating and then is how I get this feeling of paranoia and extremely fear and I feel like I'm gonna die or get kill, so the question is this some type of experimental treatment? Am I the only person that has experienced this or is this some type of common extreme treatment. I honestly feel abused violated and traumatized now the last hospital I visited is Queens Medical Hawaii so that's why I'm assuming is them but I know they need my permission for any care so I don't know maybe is my spouse or maybe is both? I just want to know what are my options for compensation for the trauma pain and ptsd caused due to this