Just curious, do you guys have a single song that resonates with you as far as this condition goes? Until the beginning of the year I did not know what schizoid was until the last therapist I had just randomly asked me if I had already been diagnosed with it...(I am done with therapy..its useless..tale as old as time, she was not helpful in the least but at least put a name to wtf I've been asking for years is wrong with me. She also mentioned I may be on the autism spectrum. ), once I found this sub along with C-PTSD one- everything just finally clicked. Since I was a lil kid  in the 90s, there is a single song I have always gravitated too, that till this day feels like it describes me to a T. Funnily enough, its an anime song from Cowboy Bebop (Goated anime btw) and the songs name is Gotta knock a little harder. I listen to this song almost daily. These words always resonate with me:  
  
"Happiness is just a word to me  
And it might've meant a thing or two  
If I had known the difference"  
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"Always keepin' safe inside  
Where no one ever had a chance  
To penetrate or break in

Let me tell you, some have tried  
But I would slam the door so tight  
That they could never get in

Kept my cool under a lock and key  
And I never shed a tear  
Another sign of my condition

Fear of love, of bitter vanity  
That kept me on the run  
The main events at my confession"  
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When I die, this will be my damn swan song. Do you guys have any specific one song like that?  Can you share and also include what lyrics resonated with you?  


What is that one song that best describes your experience?