Seeing my best friend reminded me I’m not close to anyone since him

I love my best friend and my family and all but… I’ve never felt love or closeness like with him. He made me feel warm. Happy. Knowing I’d get to see him made life feel brighter.

I think it’s hitting me hard that I’ve lost the only person I wanted to share my heart with. No one else makes me feel happy when they’re around like he did. I’ve lost possibly the only person I’ll ever love like that and there’s no one in my life I’m close enough to genuinely talk about that with.