Day 1: starting a new journey

So, day 1 was pretty busy for me at work, I still feel like a shit after days of alcohol.

Honestly, it wasn't fully a dry day, as I took half of glass of wine celebrating my mom's birthday. Tbh, I don't consider this to be a problem, didn't even feel it and refusing would've raised too many questions. Plus I always drink alone.

I had a small urge to go and buy more, but fought it.

So far I don't feel better nor happier. I just feel that I must continue. I must live.