It’s getting worse and i don’t know what to do.

i feel like no one (as in like my mh team) is helping me because i’m not underweight, they just weigh me and then when i say im struggling the same they just tell me i need to eat but i cant do it on my own, i want more that anything to eat but most of the day i just can’t it’s like i have a mental block or smth. I developed ana when i was obese and im now at like the middle to lower section of a healthy bm! depending on fluctuations and stuff but i feel so invalid and im struggling so much, i had/have a food addiction it was and still is the only thing that brings me joy that’s how i became obese but when i developed ana that took away the only vice i had and now idk what to do, i also have depression that’s getting worse and i feel like all the good progress and habits i made over the past few months have just gone to shit cus i feel like im maybe in a relapse for the past like week and it’s getting worse, i do eat cus i still have that food addiction but it’s very little and only at certain times and ik i must be below what i need cus my weight is dropping still. i’m to upset to write this out well but i would really be so grateful for some advice or smth im really struggling with it