Porn cheating?? (26F)

Do you guys consider watching pornography cheating? I told my boyfriend I considered porn cheating. Here’s the thing we are doing long distance right now for a few months. I have strong boundaries on watching pornograph. It was the middle of the night where I got into one of those moods and watched porn. I felt guilty once I realized at the end. I realized it is double standards. I guess I just don’t know how to view watching pornography in a relationship. In my previous relationship I did have a porn addiction where I stopped having intercourse with him. Along with becoming a lustful person. I just don’t want to go down that hole again or want my partner either. I always feel if my partner would nor find me attractive if he watches pornography or it would lead to us cheating on each other. (btw I do find it cheating talking to cam girls/boys or like onlyfans. that’s a big no for me and I never did that) I just don’t know how to feel about it in this relationshi. or myself.