26F been unable to masturbate for over a month. Horniest I have ever been. Desperate for any stimulation.

First post= long post
Been masturbating since early teens, religious school so some shame surrounding this but in the past few years I have been able to finally overcome and embrace my need to touch myself regularly. Although I still feel some level of guilt and shame even posting here… hence why this feels like a confession despite not doing anything particularly scandalous.
Still a virgin and never used any toys, been pretty content with my fingers only so far.
For the last month or so I have been travelling and room arrangements have led me unable to masturbate, no matter how horny I have felt.
This has really reached a peak in the last 5 days coinciding with my ovulation where I always feel so aroused. My clit feels more engorged and my boobs get bigger and are more sensitive to any light touches. Any brush of fabric around my nipples or crotch area leaves me almost shuddering at the thought of touching myself properly.
I have been scrolling through endless posts across Reddit practically dripping but unable to do anything about it. Going for ‘naps’ and closing my eyes and just imaging all my favourite fantasies. There has been no way at all for me to even really touch myself let alone masturbate so I have been rolling a t shirt and placing it between my legs just to get some sort of friction despite not being able to move to get any sort of true relief. In the bathroom peeling back my labia and hood so that my clit is exposed and rubbing against my underwear in the best way. At times I have felt like I’m going crazy.
Tomorrow I finally return home and I am practically vibrating (hehe) with excitement about having the privacy of my own room and reacquainting myself with my body. As a reward to myself for being able to survive (that is truly what it feels like) the past four weeks i treated myself to my first ever sex toys. Despite being 26 this feels pretty scandalous for someone with my upbringing surrounded by a lot of shame surrounding sex and especially masturbation. Since placing the order I have been dreaming about the sort of orgasms I’m going to be able to have now and have found my brain constantly returning to fantasies. Sat at the table eating, outside going for a walk, or just in the queue at a cafe, it’s like my brain has been taken over by these horny thoughts. Some of my fantasies feel so wrong and yet I can’t deny how wet I feel.Even just writing this I can feel my pussy getting wetter and wetter.

After going this long I have so many questions. Will my body be ready to go for multiple orgasms to make up for lost time? Or will I be overly sensitive and only able to withstand one? Will I cum faster using a toy for the first time? Will I make it through one final night without touching myself? How long after getting home will I wait? Should I edge myself or has the past month been enough torture? Will I feel myself getting wetter and wetter as I get closer to my home and inevitable release?
Never have I felt so excited to get home.
Any advice to make it through one final night, comments, responses or messages appreciated from anyone. Would love someone to tell me what they would do to me if they were with me when I got home, or bumped into me on my journey home.