Just wanted to rant cause I'm drunk and I miss someone

So, i met a girl from Bangalore in Omegle during covid days. We became friends we took time but we became good friends, like besties like we share everything like videocalls and call but not sexual or any other shit just Good friends we talk a lot like a fuck lot, this continued for 3 years and she got into a relationship with a guy and decided to end our thing so that she can be truly with that guy, but that guy and was insecure about it and called me to know what's up so i decided to end it forever so that I don't want anything to with it and decided it's best for us I am happy as she finally found someone so i ended it forever.

But 6 moths later i got a call out of no where from she broke with her boyfriend as it got but complited for her to handle, i don't know what to say i was angry with her as she didn't stand up for me and but i thought she must be going through a lot and i been there for her as she just broke up and try to cheer her up and we are back to regular call and shit becoming besties again.

At this I'm very lazy iny time and couldn't find a job and relied on her for money and shit but i repaied as much as I could.

We met once when I came to blr for mt friends engagement and she bought me a denim jacket which I use till date.

So a almost a year back she said something that disrespectful to me and I confronted her for that I mid yoh when she does that I always back off and think as it my fault and say sorry but this time I got hurt and she didn't care as it matter that's it that's the end of the line i done and screamed at her to not call me but instead of saying sorry she just saying again and again that I'm just a creep. It's hurt m, so next day I asked her but she just said why are you over reacting that the end point. I said " so you are not sorry about what you said?" She replied "no".

Thats it I'm done and didn't called after that whenever she did i said I'm busy and we stopped texting and calling as exactly a year ago I asked are not sorry she replied "I don't want to play this game?"

I cut the call and blocked her every where it felt like i been there for her every hardship every conversation and every night we spent together all it ended up as I'm just a CREEP.

Makeit something as make sence written by a drunk man