I'm an only child with no close relatives or friends. Scared that I will be completely alone and lonely when my parents die.

16F, i am an only child raised by a single mother.

I have a lot of cousins but I am not really close to them, because I don't see them that often. They live far away. They have seen my ' phases' when i was younger and I am way more nice/cool now but idk how to let them know that. And they all have brothers and sisters that they are close with, so I feel like an outsider.

I don't have friends from 'my childhood', because back then I wasn't really talkative. since one year I do have great friends but idk if theyre going to be around forever

im scared that when i grow up i will just be in a big empty house with no one that i really love that i can to talk to