Idk how to explain this but I'm in a bit of a jam here.

I posted a while back about (allegedly) running over my ex BF with my car cause he was with a blonde bimbo that he cheated on me with... 😡

Well, I was indicted and had my criminal court hearing two weeks ago. I got 2 years of 710 felony probation (Illinois) with the condition of weekly meetings with an anger management therapist...which I honestly felt was completely unnecessary, but OK...

I just had my first session five days ago and things escalated quickly when he said I "clearly" had the tendency for "psychotic aggression" -- WHATEVER THE FUCK THAT MEANS!!

So I did the only thing I could think of doing in that situation, and I bit him. Hard. In his smug fucking face. I pulled out a chunk of his left cheek, spit most of it out onto the carpet, and asked him if I was being "psychotically aggressive" now!?!? 😡🫦

Fortunately, he passed out before being able to answer, and I took off and went home, surely expecting the cops to show up and arrest me. They never did. However, I just received a letter today in the mail from the state, and now I have a court date for a "violation of probation" due to the incident!   
  
What should I do? Should I actually show up to my therapy session in two days? Go on the run? 

Appreciate the help. Dinner is half a manburger 🤭 with taters and bacon

My therapist accused me of being aggressive so I bit him