Feeling lost in life

Hey everyone,

After a rough pre reg this year and not sitting the GPHc exam, I’m currently feeling lost and feel like I lost my purpose. Long story short with pre reg, I was essentially a dispenser, got barely any exposure with patients and consultations. I didn’t attempt the exam as one of my relatives was in end of life and passed away during the week of the exam. After returning to the pharmacy from my annual leave I was constantly shouted at for being too slow to dispense waiters. I had enough and decided to stop going to the pharmacy as it was playing with my mental health. It has been roughly more than a month now since then. I haven’t been signed off and I feel like I’ve fallen out of love with the profession. Any advice or even words of encouragement I would greatly appreciate it.
Ps. Sorry for any grammatical mistakes.