What is happening to me?

I had a borderless SW deck for years which I barely used and then recently began falling in love with so much art out there on various decks. I now have amassed more than 10 oracle and tarot decks in 6 months (I spend time with all of them).

I know I will hear a certain bias here but I’d like to understand this better… why do I feel the need to have so many decks? I understand they all are slightly different to each other but my god. I’m beginning to jokingly wonder if I’m alright.