my body hurts. i feel like there isn’t enough time in a day. can’t stay up late to get more time though otherwise then i’ll be tired the next day. sleeping feels like lost time. time spent not doing anything important feels like lost time. but i keep telling myself this will be over soon. in less than two weeks time i’ll be back at college where i feel i truly own my own time. i just have to get through two more weeks. time feels like it moves faster when i’m working. summer was three months but it feels like it was all a blur and yet it feels like years since i’ve been at college. i’m bad with time.  um. time for positive affirmations. i cooked today. kind of. heated up some hotdogs in a pan. then cut up some onion and lettuce to add to it. felt proud of myself. i leaned good cutting technique from a youtube video. if you’re right-handed like i am hold your knife in your right hand and with your left hand, rest your fingernails on whatever you’re cutting. have the side of the knife against your knuckles so when you cut you won’t go down on your fingers, and when you cut cut towards your body. move from right to left, moving your left hand as you cut and boom. vegetables. at least that’s what i remember from the video anyways. i didn’t lose a finger today so i must have done something right. that’s all for today. have a nice day now. 

you ever feel like you’re just waiting. not for anything in specific. but just waiting? Pelphelt Perkentine