Anxiety ?

Does the anxiety really become more bearable without alcohol? I know I would drink to (stop) the anxiety, but in the end I think it makes it so much (worse), especially the following day. The panic and anxiety for me on my day 1 (today) is pretty strong. I cannot help but get freaked out by the sensation. I am anxiety, panic and OCD disorder diagnosed, and when my anxiety flares up I really feel fear. I want to learn to ride with these emotions and feelings, trust within myself that the feeling will not harm me, and eventually be able to move on. I think I was drinking from running away from these sensation and feelings, but I really want to become a sober and strong minded person. While I can accept that the anxiety may not fully go away, I am curious how it was for you in the early days? And any tips and tricks that can help me work through this feeling without relying on the devils juice.