I will go all out with it. 

For the context, I'm a Ukrainian refugee who lives in Germany and I managed to integrate myself and do Ausbildung as an architectural draftsman with totally not the worst achievements and grades. Sometimes its very exhausting mentally and sometimes even physically. So, I'm working from 7:30 to 17:00 and till 13:30 on fridays and also do my driving lessons directly after it(it takes good 45 minutes to get to it) and end up being home at 19:30 at best(maybe 16:00 on fridays, it depends).I wished to have a driver license for a long time and will put it to end this month,  but sometimes I feel like I'm slowly destroying myself like that. I feel tired all the time and just dont know what to do with it. I start losing motivation doing things I enjoy and like, become more aggressive to people I actually care for, end up getting small problems from not clearly expressing myself incorrectly, following up with misunderstandings and forgetting a lot more than usual. I have no idea how long I can last and can't change much. I've got a week off at the end of the month, but I have no idea, how I will survive till it comes. I just get the feeling that I'm slowly falling apart and stop being my good self I were.

I'm very tired from doing work+driver license after it every week and feel like I'm slowly losing myself but should still keep going. Chaplain Grimaldus kitbash I have put a lot of my passion into.