Day One…Feels Odd

Today is day one after gam stopping last night after getting myself into debt.

I’ve had a few rough thoughts and regrets but it’s been ok. Beating myself up thinking now I can’t win any back but I guess that may pass thinking of past winnings 😩

But today…I had no suicidal thoughts, I want to be here. Present for my children….today has felt like a long day. How long was I staring at a screen? Lost….

Does it get easier?

Peace out