[M4A] #California/online Looking for stories about you or your partners that make me feel like the insignificant puppy I am

Hey everyone! Before I say anything else, I have to ask: does anyone here feel dominant, domineering, charismatic, or even just alpha? I definitely don’t. I never have and honestly I’m definitely not made to be one.

I've been thinking about this a lot lately, and I just need to get it out there. People have called me a voyeur and a cuck before, and honestly? They were right. Ever since my first girlfriend cheated on me, something inside me just... snapped. Instead of being hurt, I found myself begging her for every filthy detail, craving the knowledge that someone else was taking what should have been mine. Now, I can't get enough of it.

I absolutely live for hearing about your experiences especially the ones where you feel powerful, dominant, and completely in control. I want to hear how you make them moan, how you make them scream, and how much better you are than someone like me. I know I'm not big, and I know I'm not impressive, but I bet your partner is. Please, tell me all about them. Tell me how much better they are than me, and don't hold back on how pathetic I am in comparison.