Chicken bahn mi with cilantro mayo, yerb, and salt and vinegar chips. 

ust a little vent. I am a crazy 23 year old child.

I was deeply in love and in a toxic relationship for about two years. We ended it this time last year. By October of last year, I was seeing an INSANELY kind guy. I broke up with him because I was still dealing with a lot of the trauma from the two year relationship. Mainly an ab\*rtion that was really emotionally and physically traumatic. I bled for two months straight!!!

ANYWAY

I started school in January and start a little fling with my classmate. I'm not able to express my emotions or communicate as empathetically or deeply as I did before the two year hell relationship. We got into a fight like a month ago and haven't spoken since but I do be missing him!!! I went on a two week trip and when I came back to school he had gotten rid of the beard and grew out the mustache.. his buzz cut is the perfect length now.. he's been hitting the gym and he had a cut off shirt.. I texted him because I was a little drunk and couldn't help myself and apologized for the fight.

ALSO I just had to break up with one of my BOSSES jesus christ.. im a server and he is the head chef. his best friend is my front of house boss. he was insanely obsessive so fast. his motorcycle scares me so less than a month into being together he BOUGHT A CAR to drive me around in. passenger princess moment also horrifying moment. 

So i hate life right now.

I am CRAZY!!!!