I Wish It Hadn't Turned Out This Way...

It was so fucking hard...

Looking at you for the last time.

Feeling you for the last time.

Kissing you for the last time.

I could never get enough of you, and I still couldn't.

But I'm tired. You're too lost in your own darkness to come back and save me.

You couldn't even save yourself, let alone me...

I just wish our story hadn't ended up like this.

Our story was beautiful(:so beautiful that it could give life, and somehow, it could give death too.

But I think the ending is going to be bitter.

It already is for me.

And I think it will be for you too...

Or maybe not.

But either way, I hope you never have to taste this kind of bitterness, no matter what...