I've never had any girlfriend. I'm 30yo.

No girl has ever shown interest in me. I've hardly had any interaction with any girl.

I now feel that perhaps girl friendship or marriage is not for me. I am 30 now, I'm sure I can go another 30 years without any girlfriend.

I've always known that I'm not handsome. So in a hypothetical scenario, if I have a girlfriend and she says during a quarrel that "I had many superior options and you look so ugly so I actually did a favor on you by marrying you", I can't come up with a reply to that.

I believe that I'm romantically unlovable.

The good thing is: I'm getting used to it now. The idea of interacting with a girl doesn't excite me anymore as much as it used to. I guess that's just my brain adjusting to new reality.

Just wanted to say all this. :-)