How did I let it get this far?

I wanted to use condoms, but he just took me raw once and we got hooked. Of course we swore to be safe, and not have sex on ovulation. The weird thing is he never asked me when I was ovulating. He was always deep inside before I even thought about checking my app. Sometimes I don't even remember. It just feels too good.

Last week we had sex before and on ovulation day. I don't know how I let it get this far.