Mom said hurtful but real words to me.

I am 26 and have accomplished nothing, life is a struggle where I come from and it hasn't been the easiest. We were talking and arguing about a certain topic and she said something along the lines of I wish for a son I could depend on.

Now i understand where she is coming from but it really hasn't been easy, I left my country for an opportunity abroad and struggled like hell, moved again and continue to struggle, the world is brutal, everything is expensive and no bright future in the horizon, it feels like my life is just eating sleeping and slaving away my life for peanuts just to barely survive.

I dont why i am posting this, I have nobody to talk to really, and just wanted to feel heard, I hate that I have nothing to offer absolutely anything I try just fails.