Need to vent

I need to vent so my oarnte and me been together for a while and my family did so much chaos to us its not even funny like made fun of my parnter looks or talk about me and alote of people didnt like me n my parnter together like they said if I make this much dont tell my parnter just in case nothing positive they hace to say about me bc we are same sex my granma said I must not be qith a women bc a penos and vagina ment to be together then I had people in family like sister n brother in law other make fun of my parnters looks

Then people laugh at our sex life bc we dont do penatration laughing that I havent experienced penatration from a man and only do scissoring and that im missing out then saying my parnters ugly n dod so much lies I can go on my parnter let go still help them on venues when they ask but but I recently told my parbter some one said about her and my finance n my parnter made it official to necer help or visit my family bc thats were the problem stem of people being negative and not wanting us to be together which is true i loce my family we live an hour away but I think I will keep my relationship quiete now and we wont visit much i realize my family is also in finance issues and sad deoressed always gossiping bc of stress they use to be negative now they r not everyone now got along with my gf but I must say I will keep my gf away from them for a long while ill visit only bc of my neice nephew I love my family but I think its true my gf family never say anything about me but mines did as it left a mark on my gf heart even tho she moved on