Anyone else just awful at EMT school

So I came off of my junior year of high school and started going to an EMT class the week after… felt like absolute shit to be honest. It was an 8 week accelerated program and I’m on the second to last day right now. I’ve failed all my cognitives and had to retake them just to pass, had to retake some psychomotors too. We just did our final psychomotor and I failed both the trauma + medical assessment bc of the order of some things or just me being dumb. Didn’t take cognitive yet but I’m sure that won’t go well on Monday. I have felt like absolute shit throughout this program and really wanted to quit but couldn’t bc my parents think I’ll just pull through anything. Cried so much knowing I have to go to class tomorrow throughout the program.

Istg there can’t be a worse student than me to ever go to emt class 😭 I stink at a lot of the physical skills too and need to do them a thousand times just to get them, then forget after a week. Idk if I’m burnt out or dumb as rocks but the class is really making me doubt myself on everything. I’m good at regular school but I’m sooo bad here.