I have dreams about being a girl and I can’t get rid of them

I keep having dreams about being a girl and I’m scared I enjoy it. They often involve sexual acts or me looking my body. I woke up and genuinely started crying. I think I’m starting to feel like a girl, I can’t take it anymore, I can’t live like this. I just wish I could be a man but i can’t, no matter what I do, I’m always reminded of my body