getting owned by everything

i’m a freshie in a math course… wtf everything is so hard 😭 how the hell are people finding time to go drinking after sch etc? i go home immediately after sch and i am still doing the practices from the pre recorded lectures

also does anyone find prof tong ping from mh1100 hard to understand? today in his lecture i can’t even understand the notation he is using because he didn’t explain fully what it was and left the lecture on a cliffhanger. his course details on ntulearn is also completely empty except for 2 of his handouts… what 😭 im pretty sure i unlearned some things today. i also find the attendance policies damn stressful 😭, i think i would rather just learn everything online and come to sch to do tutorial

am i overreacting or am i crazy can someone pls give me a reality check…. everyone entering alr know more math than i do and it sounds like if i don’t start learning all of that in 24h then ill fall behind next week… what should i do im going crazy