Do you ever just accept you’re bad at the game

Since season 18 started, the most amount of damage ive done is 5k, ive played 100 matches, and im not even pro 5 yet. I almost went back down to pro 3… I dont know what im doing wrong. My aim is pretty good, I avoid fights early game to loot, I dodge, and I always end up losing most interactions. Please tell me its not just me who’s experiencing this and I dont just have a massive skill issue.