31 [M4F] Let's politely small-talk for a few days until one of us gets bored and the other gets ghosted

Or maybe we don't do that at all. Maybe we both put in time, and effort, and try our best to forge a connection with a stranger out of thin air, hopefully leading to something so beautiful that we're both happier than we could ever express that we took a chance on each other in the first place.

I don't know if this is the kind of place to post this, but this is me laying it all out there anyway:

I've been dominant and deep into this kind of dynamic for, honestly, as long as I can remember. Meeting people in small-town America is tough, let alone meeting people in the kink community. In my area specifically, it feels more one-night-stand oriented than anything else, and dragging myself out into the city to be social only makes me feel even lonelier.

I love sex and sexuality, but at this point, there's a certain mental and emotional aspect to it all that I just can't do without. For me, and hopefully for you, it makes a simple base layer of physicality just not enough. You can be the prettiest girl I've ever laid eyes on, but if there's no connection, it has absolutely no effect on me.

So with that being said, would you like a friend? An escape from the world? A distraction from all the pressures that life inflicts? A sense of structure? Of safety? Of security? Of stability? Hell, how about just a few pet names, light flirting, and good vibes to help get you through those lonely nights at home alone? I've got you.

But when the time comes? Someone to serve. Someone to guide you. Someone to make you feel powerless in the best ways. Someone to use you in all the ways that excite you. Someone that knows how to push all those hidden little buttons inside you that make not submitting entirely seem like an impossible reality. Someone that knows how to take you from see to a hundred without warning, or hesitation. Someone that doesn't see you as just a piece of meat, even though you might enjoy being talked to and treated like one from time to time.

I'm not looking for love or anything, but desperately miss the companionship that comes with having a good girl in my life, and all I want is to be called Daddy by someone that means it when she says it. I'd love to meet an intelligent, confident, sarcastic, silly, emotionally-mature woman that feels the same way that I do. Somebody vulnerable. Somebody with a story. A past. Her own wants, needs, desires and life experience to share with someone that cares enough to learn them.

Or another someone to bullshit with for a while until we get sick of each other, haha. If that's what happens, then no hard feelings. But at the end of the day? While the world continues collapsing all around us, all I want is to feel close to someone that contributes more to my everyday life than "hi how r u".

Either way, it's only getting later, and I have nothing else going on, so for now I'm just gonna sit back and hope someone fills my inbox with all sorts of wonderful things before the day is through.

Maybe this is the sign you needed, who knows? I'll be around 😌