How can I become even bolder ...

How can I become even bolder and show up here and there dressed and made up as a clown? It seems important to me to know at least one other person who is into the same sort of thing. The goal is for no one to be afraid—it should be a cheerful experience—and I don't want to have to rehearse any tricks or stunts. Carnival only happens once a year; that’s not enough. Who else feels the same way?