Worst year of my life

Honestly, I think this has been the worst year of my life.

I tried to stop someone from committing suicide. I was holding his hand and trying to keep him from doing it, but I couldn’t hold on for long enough and I couldn’t save him. That moment still stays in my head.

Then I lost my girlfriend, almost all of my friends, and now I’ve recently been diagnosed with tuberculosis. My health has been really bad too.

It's like I'm both mentally and physically done atp.

Lately, I just randomly break down and cry thinking about everything that’s happened.

It feels like I’ve lost so much in such a short amount of time, and I don’t really know how to deal with it anymore.

I know I’m probably not the only person who has gone through a phase like this, so I just wanted to ask — has anyone else ever felt like their whole life was falling apart at once? How did you get through it?

I just want to hear from someone who’s been through something similar.