Dreamed I murdered someone and was preparing for prison

This dream from last night really stung. Somehow, I had murdered someone, and it wasn't really malicious because I'm not like that, yet I was preparing to either be arrested or turn myself in before they could come get me. I was crying because I have a special needs child and her father isn't the best at keeping her with good hygiene or feeding her nutritiously. He'll neglect her and I know it. Then my cats.. I'd be gone for a solid 20 to 30 years minimum probably. They would be gone and not even know that I still loved them.

My boyfriend though, my beloved boyfriend was there and I was having to tell him what I did and that he should move on and find someone else and to not waste his time waiting for me because he's a good man and deserves a full life WITH someone who can be present. We have a great life together and not being with him just didn't feel right.

I suppose all I can do is not murder anyone..