Is it So bad?

Is it So bad to entertain that crush?

Is it So bad knowing that it won't work?

But is it bad that I don't want it to stop?

Is it so bad that I want to ask?

To ask her out?

To ask to see her?

To need to ask?

But knowing that it won't work out?

That in the end, we wouldn't be a friend?

Is it so bad to keep her as a crush?

Is it so bad that I don't want to be just friends?

Is it bad that I never feel?

But when I am with her I feel everything.

Is it so bad that I love her laugh?

Is it so bad that I love her voice?

That when she talks I want to listen.

Is it so bad that she also likes me?

Is it bad that i won't let her in?

That I won't let her try and fix me?

Is it so bad, that I won't give her the choice to love me or not?