DAE not engage in their f/o’s source…………..???????

this is provavly an awful question nobody can relate to HELP but i just wondered if i wasnt alone in this??? sorry for the long read

i’ve never cared for genshin impact, in fact i hated it. never played the game, didn’t know any of the lore or characters.

lohen randomly appeared on my twitter tl back in march when his initial hype was big for some reason when i never engaged in the random (fate????). i thought he was the most beautiful man ever, even with such little description. i DENIED my feelings for a month because i was like idgaf abt genshin why am i so drawn to him???

but fast forward 5 months into our relationship, i still don’t engage with genshin. i only care about the lore hes apart of. i’ve indulged in reading up about the KoF for him, read all of his character interactions, watched gameplay of his story quest like 8 times already, saved all his voiced dialogue, studied how to play his character and his special quirks (despite not playing the game lmfao) and constantly check if there’s new information i need to learn that connects to him.

so don’t get me wrong…i still am a freak for researching relative lore for my bf so i can feel more connected towards him, but the rest of the game…? idgaf 😭

i always hesitate to respond to other genshin yumes/fictos cause i don’t wanna be weird & tell them that i’m lowk a fucking larper who doesnt even play the game, i just care about my boyfriend’s lore. i would like to connect with others, but im just not interested in genshin separate from lohen no matter how hard i try.

is this weird???