Utter Hate or bujni koi xa 😂

So I'm gonna get so much hate for this...

But I'm having a problem with life. So the thing is im in Canada and I've got a girlfriend in nepal who i truly love and kinda is 99% my wife... I'm going there next month to marry her and bring here as our wildest dream coming true...

But the thing is that im just kinda in a phase of talking with a girl here and im feeling a vibe that t

Shes kinda into me .. like its a 1st time experience for me...

Ani ive only been with my girlfriend for a physical relationship...so i wanna have just one experience with any girl just physically just to have a memory or something to live by... So the urge is getting higher but still locked in for my home girl but....

Is it too bad shit wanting to have a relationship that's purely physical just for once just to have something as a memory....???