Am i the only one or is there anyone out there like me????

So the thing is i have never been in a relationship and i dont want to be in,but the thing is like sometimes i wish i had someone like so close too but i dont want relationship now.

I only wanna date someone when i turn 23 or 24 then if we r better together we will get married.the thing is that am i too backward with this thinking as a gen z cuz i only wanna date to marry. i dont want to waste my time i need to first build my career and stuff.

So guys what do u think i should do??😭😭