My gf broke up with me bcs she saw that I liked on a old posts of a famous girl

Today my girlfriend broke up with me bcs she saw old posts of a famous girl and saw that i liked two posts of that girl, and the first post was like 8 weeks ago, and I can't even remebr myself liking that post bcs everytime a girl pops up on my fyp I scroll down quickly without looking, and also since the day I watched feelings for her, I started to ignore every girl bcs she was the only girl I have in my eye, and she's the most beautiful girl in this whole universe, and for the second post it was like 32 weeks ago, which was before i even knew her, and I still remeber that day when I like that post bcs I watched a video on her youtube channel that day, and after that she popped up on my feed and I liked her post, and I've never ever had the intention to hurt her or to make her feel like that, I've never even remeber myself liking the first post that was 8 weeks ago and im 100% sure I liked it by mistake bcs whenever I see a post abt a girl i ignore it and keep scrolling without even checking or looking at it, and i was like this since the day I watched feelings for her, and right now I feel that I want to kill myself bcs I dont have any reason to live no more, I just want my baby back, that all what I wanted, I just want to communicate, I didn't even had the opportunity to explain the situation, im so hurted right now, and I feel that im not goingbto make it tomorrow bcs I cant live without her in my life, she is my everything in this worl and I love her with all of my heart