Hello dear friends

Im always very sad and gloomy. Let me tell you why

I never really graduated out of high school. I had to drop out and then work in a factory and then took over a motel business and then it sold out to some mexican owners. Then i retired. Now the real thing is my classmates and bullies who used to make my life hell back in the day guess what? Extremely prosperous rich and happy with wives and they even met together . That happend when i was 18. Im 63 years old now. All of them are alive. I still suffer from depression,grief, less money and never have moved ahead. Still clinging tightly into my chest is the scarred pain they caused. I still weep and cry like some teenager. This is painful. I am all alone unmarried with no wife or anyone. No parents. Died 46 years ago(that isnt my main sadness). So if you have such experiences please do wish to share , otherwise its ok if you dont want to say it....